Here is todays post in english – bear with me if the language is quite accurate 
«I hope it its realistic for your sake» somebody commented.
» Im so curious whats going on?» said a person that stopped me in the hallway at work.
«Is she getting married again» some people wondered
«Has she lost her mind, I thinks she is going to live of writing?» I am sure a lot of people thought.
My boyfriend also got questioned…..
but he doesn’t tell 🙂
That day I had the busiest day in my blog ever. 1041 views!
Of course I love all the attention, comments and likes ❤
Thats why I write and share my stuff – for somebody to read….
I really do appreciate all of you taking the time to read my blog, comment on what you read and especially those of you who come over to say; » you write so well» «I love to read your blog»
That I am hungry for attention is no secret 🙂
After all there is a little bit of a movie star in me 🙂
No no, Im not thinking about being an actress for a living 🙂
Its hard to tell you very much yet, because everything is still very uncertain…
BUT I can say this;
YES, som of my workday will change this fall
NO, I dont think that I cab be a full time writer just yet 😉 MY goal isnt to live of writing, just to be published and read. I like to convey – therefore this blog.
Yes I have put myself in a bit more insecure situation, by not knowing what the next year will look like…
BUT no more than I can handle . challenging ? YES, a bit scary? YES BUT exciting as well
I turnes out I am quite valuable
There is some that dosent want to loose me…..
There are some that would love to have me….
NO, I am not getting married…. at least not right now….. nobody asked me yet 🙂
But Ive found the man that i want to spend the rest of my life with
As said, some loose ends still….
Decisions that has to be made
NO I haven exaggerated or lied . I have taken a step – jumped without a safety net
I did that the day I wrote; a life changing moment
I have continued yo move in the same direction
But there are still things that has to be talked about
Stuff that has to be in order
But I sleep very well at night
I smile more often
I am happier
a weight has been lifted of my shoulders
Have a magnificent weekend everybody!!
To be continued…….
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