Todays post in English
Got an email today….
…….asking me if I wanted to participate in the golf-clubs senior tournament!!!
There are several ways to react to this….
«Nice that they want to include me……»
But senior tournament????
HELLO!!!!
ME?????
Who are only 29????
It is not very easy to continue that self-deception when I get invited to events for 50+
Of course I could have replied;
«Sorry !!! but I am not that old»
But I didnt…..
The truth is that I am only a year short….
So why is age that important?
Why shouldn’t you ask a lady her age?
Why do I cling to the number 29?
Where was I – at the age of 29?
Mother of 4 children at the age 1 -8
BUSY!!!
Not much time for my self…
But what a wonderful time………even though I dont want it back…
Everything has their time
Every age its charm…
But why than, do I try to peel off the years that has past??
……..with them I´ll also erase :
All my experiences….
Everything that I have learned….
All that has happened to me…
All my acquisitions…
Everything that I have seen
My wisdom
All my accomplishments
Maturity…..
My kids are grown ups now
And we have a totally different relationship..
I can enjoy a wine – evening with my girls and bonus children…
I can enjoy a great day at the golf course with my son and trainer 🙂
I can ask my oldest son for advice – because he is often more sensible and reflected than I am.
I can do as I choose with my leisure time…
Go on a trip with my boyfriend if I want
I dont have to go to any school if I dont want to my self
I have a great job – that I love!
I have good economy
I own my own house and car
I have learned how to play golf ( never a blog without mention golf 🙂 )
So why would I want to erase all these years?
and cling to 29???
Of course I dont want that…
I want both!!!!
Keep everything that these years have given me…..but stay 29 as well 🙂
Why???
well…mostly it is a joke…
…..but there is some seriousness to it as well….
I dont need to get much older now…..
Not so much about the looks…..maybe 🙂
Every age has its charm as I pointed out earlier….
….and if you are wise, you have a lover your own age – to make sure you aren’t the only one aging….;)
No, it has more to do with our limited time here on earth to be honest….
A bit frightening to think about….
I would like live for ever…
I read somewhere, that if you only believed strongly enough…
and you send these thoughts out into the universe..
showing gratefulness in advance…
It will happened
SO;
DEAR UNIVERSE ❤
I FULLY BELIEVE THAT I AM FOREVER 29 YEARS OLD ❤
THANK YOU IN ADVANCE ❤
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