Todays post in English
We usually act like team players
We get things done
We are efficient
We are successful
I set my self goals
and in the beginning we both work towards that goal:
I am going to exercise every day and eat healthy!
In the beginning there are no problems…
I am determined
I am stubborn and have stamina
Than suddenly something happens
I am being opposed
Like somebody is putting sticks in my wheels….
makes bumps in my road….
» You deserve to relax»
«Of course you can eat a chocolate, you have been so good for several days now»
«one day of self indulgents is quite ok!»
Who is it that, that boycotts me?
Who`s intensions is it to see me fail?
It is the same with project; NOVEL
For periodes of time I am convinced that I will succeed
Get my book into the bookstores
On the bestsellers list!!!!
But suddenly the doubt has been planted
«Are you really good enough?»
«There are certainly a lot of people that writes MUCH better than you do»
«There are many that tries to get published»
«Why should you be the lucky one?»
How is it possible to change perception of me that quickly??
What have I done to deserve such a lousy friend?
Who at the first steep hill tries to convince me to give up????
I think its pretty lousy
And sometimes I wish to get ritt of this friend
But I know that when we work together
When we both have faith
There is no one who supports me more…
No one who pushes me as hard
No one who believes more in me
I just have to get even better at ignoring the negative wibes
Shut my ears to the doubt
Not believe all the negative that is being said
I really dont have any other options……