What do I really feel??

Todays post in English

When life suddenly offers big changes

When I am being challenged

When my limits are being pushed…

 

20171014_210405What do I really feel?

What do you feel???

Am I scared?

Or am I just excited?

Maybe I am in love??

 

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It`s funny, but the reactions in our body is quite the same in these situations…

Why are some, so much braver than others?

Why do some avoid challenges, while others run to them?

What do I do?

Well…..something in the middel I guess…

I like to speed on my Kawasaki

I love roller coasters!!

BERG OG DALBANE

I am more than likely to stand up in a big crowd and say something just impulsively…

BUT, I am not totally calm inside when it happens…

Of course I am nervous and sometime scared….

BUT, that will not kill me!!!

A pounding heart, flushed cheeks, sweaty armpits – that sends out tonns of pheromones  (= a chemical substance with scent) and large pupils. These are reactions that occurs when adrenalin is being released in our body . 

I like the rush my body gets in these situations

To feel that insecurity

Take control over those feelings – instead of letting them control me…

It feels like a victory

A fight that I have won…

I urge you to think about that the next time something frightens you – maybe you`re not REALLY afraid? Maybe you are just excited?

Embrace that feeling as you do when you are in love – the truth is that the reaction in your body is quite similar in both situations…

You should not take unnecessary chances of course, nor put yourself in real danger…But maybe that change in your life is`nt that scary after all?

Maybe you should find another job if you`re not satisfied where you are…

Maybe you should get yourself out of that relationship that makes you miserable…

Maybe you should take the trip that you have dreamt of for so long..

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LIFE IS HERE AND NOW!!

LIVE IT!!!

❤ ❤ ❤

 

 

CLOSE TO DEATH????

Yesterdays post in English

Monday morning

starts just as planned

Crossfit workout for 20 minutes

 

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A walk with the dogs

a quick shower

Leaving home with my breakfast in my backpack

I´ll eat when i get to work

In the garage my love awaits ❤

We have had a long lasting love affair and I´m still in love ❤

 

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Off to work…

same route as always

same challenges with traffic and lots of cars

Drive defensively

but at the same time get there

Pass the traffic jams

but make sure to be seen

In total controll

AND THEN I CRASH!!!

I get hit by a car that throws me over to the lane next to us…

….there I hit another car, before I land on the ground

I hit the other car with my knee, so no wonder it hurts some afterwards…

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It wasn’t´t high speed…

I didnt hurt my selv much in the impacts

…..but lying there on the ground I wait for the next car coming at high speed….

At this intersection they drive really fast..

What is coming next?

A big truck?

or a smaller car?

Its dark….

Will they see me?

Manage to stop in time…?

Will I end up int the ER, met by my own colleagues?

Or an even worse alternative?

Its amazing how many thoughts can run trough you head in just a blink of an eye….

But no cars ran over me…they either managed to stop or changed lane…

I dont know

Someone helps me up

I am able to drive the bike out of the intersection, but of course it is damaged…

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We write an injury report

Both drivers from the two cars are really nice…

worried about how I am doing…

I am just thinking about the truck that never came…

A nasty experience…

but Im not going to stop driving my bike because of it…

I cant quit something I love!

Something that makes me happy…

 

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If I weren’t  to do anything dangerous in this life, I would have to park my car immediately..

But I do drive carefully – defensively – making sure to always be seen…

Maybe a bit more after yesterdays experience..?

Am I hurt?

Vel…. a bit beaten, some pain in my neck and knee..

 

But mostly I hurt in my bike…. 🙂

My great love…<3

kawaen min

I WISH YOU ALL A HURTFREE WEEK

❤ ❤ ❤

 

 

En hårsbredd fra døden???

Mandag morgen…..

Startet akkurat som planlagt;

Crossfit økt på 20 minutter

hang up 2

Deretter en tur med hundene

Så en rask dusj

Ut av dørene med frokosten i sekken…

Spiser når jeg kommer på jobb

I garasjen står «kjiket» og venter på meg ❤

Vi har hatt et langvarig kjærlighetsforhold og jeg er fortsatt forelsket ❤

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Så drar vi på jobb….

samme ruten som alltid

Samme utfordringer med kø og masse biler

Kjøre defensivt

men samtidig komme fram

Snike meg forbi

men samtidig sørge for å bli sett

Full kontroll

SÅ SMELLER DET!!!

I krysset på Danmarksplass

Jeg blir truffet av en bil som slenger meg over i kjørefilen ved siden av

…der treffer jeg en annen bil, før jeg lander i asfalten

treffer den med kneet….så ikke så rart jeg har vondt i det..:.

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Farten er ikke stor…

….jeg skader meg ikke noe særlig i sammenstøtene

….men på bakken ligger jeg bare å venter på neste bil som kommer i stor fart…

Alle som har kjørt over Danmarksplass vet hvor fort bilene ( og trailere) suser over krysset når det er grønt lys…. det var det jeg tenkte på der jeg lå…

I feltet ved siden av dundrer nemlig en lastebil forbi….

Hva kommer bak meg?

Er det en trailer?

Eller en personbil?

Det er mørkt

vil den se meg?

Klarer den å stoppe….?

…..eller kommer den til å kjøre over meg?

Havner jeg i traume-mottak hos kollegaer i akuttmottak?

eller det som er verre?

Utrolig hvor mye man kan få tid til å tenke i løpet av sekunder….

Men ingen biler kommer…enten klarte de å stoppe ellers så skiftet de felt?

Jeg vet ikke

Får hjelp til å reise meg

sykkelen lar seg kjøre ut av krysset, men er selvsagt skadet…

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Skriver skademeldinger

begge sjåførene er veldig hyggelig….

….bekymret for hvordan det går med meg

Jeg tenker på traileren som ikke kom……

En skummel opplevelse…

Men jeg slutter ikke å kjøre motorsykkel..

Jeg kan ikke slutte med noe jeg elsker!

Noe som gjør meg lykkelig…

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Hvis jeg ikke skulle gjøre noe farlig her i livet – er bilen den første som burde parkeres…

Men jeg kjører forsiktig – defensivt – og sørger for å bli sett…..

Kanskje enda mer etter i dag…?

Er jeg skadet?

Tja….forslått, verker i nakken, en skulder og kneet som har laget bulk i bilen…

Men jeg har MEST vondt i sykkelen…

Min store kjærlighet…<3

kawaen min

ØNSKER DERE ALLE EN SKADEFRI UKE

❤ ❤ ❤