Todays post in english!
Its when you get to THAT crossroad….
It is a sudden insight that you’re not in a good place….
The feeling of not doing a good job anymore…
You are no longer content…..
Dont look forward to go to work….
No longer proud of what you are doing…
Dont get to accomplish what you wish…..
You’re defending something you dont believe in…..
It is getting close to unbearable…..
That inner voice keeps talking – louder now
And then it suddenly yells:
GET OUT!!!!!!!!!
AND I GOT OUT 🙂
Jeg listen to the words in a powerful article that I read.
It was about being your own «changing-entrepreneur» Why we choose to be in a «known hell» in fear of maybe a «unknown heaven?»
I have not been in hell – that would be a gross exaggeration
But the article really talks about taking a leap into the unknown – do the changes that are required….
Dare to seek the uncertainty when you are not satisfied with the safe choice…..
Be tuff – expect that things can be better – even though you dont know what that better might be…
As I said in my recent post: the step is taken – a life changing moment???:
I have taken some difficult, painful and mortifying choices in my life!
I have messed up – embarrassed my self – but won anyway!
And now …..I knew the situation weren’t right anymore and something had to be done….
I took a step – a giant leap without any safety-net!
June 1st I quit my job
Not as an anesthesia nurse – I will never quit that job!
I love the patient – the clinical work and my co-workers far to much…..
But I am quitting my job as an instructor/facilitator at the
«Clinical skills senter»
For the last 12 years I have been working there – teaching – giving lectures, trained physicians in practical skills and simulation.
My «baby» and most important accomplishment is: » the cardiac arrest-team drills» that happens every Friday now. Im pretty proud of being the creator of that! ❤ ❤ ❤
I have had many great experiences – learned a lot – but it was time to move on….
BUT!!! I HAD NOTHING TO MOVE ON TO!!!
I chose an uncertain path – wanted to be tuff – live a little dangerous!
Of course I knew I would work! I could temp for other anesthesia nurses being sick – do some lectures in nursing school..write on my book 🙂
But there was no certain income more than from my 50% job as an anesthesia nurse….
It was liberating – it was butterflies in my stomach – it was a bit scary….
BUT IT WAS RIGHT FOR ME!!!
I was my own «changing-entrepreneur»
AND THINGS WORK UT FOR GOOD GIRLS!
Suddenly several wanted me
There were many who appreciated my capabilities and skills
It was a luxury problem
What to choose?
A dream situation….
Quite deserving if I might say 🙂
So, know I have a new job
No! not a secure job – its a project position for 6 month as a start.
But I am not afraid:
They wont let me go – when they first got a hold of me 🙂
Yep! It is the confidence of the bitch from Tuesdays post who are speaking now 🙂
So I am really looking forward to work in the fall
I am really looking forward to the «project position»
AT THE TRAUMASENTER IN WEST REGION – BERGEN!
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